Just Random Talk and Thoughts

SO IT HAS JUST BEEN ME AND THE KIDS TODAY. GARY HAS BEEN AT WORK ALL DAY. I MISS HIM SO MUCH, HE WORKS SO HARD AND WE HARDLY SEE EACH OTHER. BUT I GUESS THATS HOW LIFE IS. YOU GOTTA WORK TO PAY BILLS ETC. THE KIDS HAVE BEEN GREAT FOR ME SINCE MY SURGERY. BEING THEIR NORMAL SELF'S. LOL THEY HAVE THEIR MOMENTS WHEN THEY TRY TO TEST ME, BUT I ALWAYS WIN LOL, SOMETIMES I GIVE IN TO WHAT THEY WANT. OKAY IM LIEING LMAO I NEVER WIN. BUT MY KIDS ARENT BAD BUT THEY ARE SPOILED. :) I THINK THATS EVERYONES KIDS. I KNOW ME AND GARY NEVER HAD AS MUCH AS THEY DO. I DONT REMEMBER EVER GOING TO MCDONALDS AS A KID, UNLESS IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY LMAO. WE DIDNT GET EXPENSIVE HALLOWEEN COSTUMES. WE GOT A SHEET AND A PILLOW CASE. :) WE WORE HAND ME DOWNS. AND LUKE (MY MIDDLE CHILD) COULD HAVE TO WEAR HAND ME DOWNS, BUT I NEVER MAKE HIM. IM NOT GOING TO GO TO THE STORE AND BUY FOR MY OLDEST SON AND MY DAUGHTER AND NOT HIM. ITS JUST NOT FAIR IN MY HEART TO DO THAT. :) I LOVE MY KIDS SO MUCH AND ITS JUST SO IMPORTANT TO ME AND I THINK ANY PARENT TO GIVE THEM THE THINGS THEY NEED, LOVE AND WANT. 
SO ANYWAY. ME AND GARY ARE NOW ACTIVELY TRYING TO HAVE A BABY. :) I AM ONLY 4-5 DAYS PAST SURGERY. DOING WELL AND FEELING GREAT, BETTER THAN I THOUGHT I WOULD BE. WE ARE GOING TO FOLLOW THE ADVICE OF OUR DOCTOR AND DO IT EVERY OTHER DAY. AND COUNT MY STICKY DAYS, WHICH ARE 10-15DAYS FROM THE DAY I ACTUALLY START MY PERIOD. SO WE WILL SEE WHAT HAPPENS. WE ARE IN THE MIND SET WHERE, WE ARE GOING TO LET GOD HANDLE IT. IF ITS MEANT TO BE THEN ITS MEANT TO BE. I DO WANT THIS BADLY AND SO DOES HE, BUT WE ARENT GOING TO GO CRAZY CHARTING AND TEMPING AND CHECKING MY CERVIX AND ALL THAT. IM NOT SAYING ALL OF THAT IS BAD. AND IM SURE AFTER A YEAR OR TWO AND I STILL HAVENT GOTTEN PREGNANT I MAY RESORT TO ALL OF THOSE THINGS. I KNOW I FIXED MYSELF 2YRS AGO SO IF I STILL CANT HAVE KIDS DUE TO THAT THEN I HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE CONSEQUENCES. BUT AGAIN I AM JUST HOPING AND PRAYING IT IS IN GODS WILL FOR US TO HAVE ANOTHER BABY ONEDAY. SO FOR RIGHT NOW WE ARENT GOING TO ADD STRESS TO US AND JUST GET IT ON LIKE NORMAL AND HAVE FUN. :) 
I PRAY EVERYDAY FOR MY TUBAL SISTERS, SOME OF THEM HAVE HAD SO MANY LET-DOWNS AND SOME ARE GETTING BFP'S RIGHT AWAY. I WANT THE BEST FOR ALL OF THEM AND FOR THEIR DREAMS AND WISHES TO COME TRUE, TO HAVE A HEALTHY PREGNANCY, AND HAVE A HEALTHY BABY. :) GOD BLESS ALL OF THEM WITH PEACE, PATIENCE AND FRUITFUL WOMBS. AND I SAY THOSE IN ORDER LOL. 
WELL I AM DONE RAMBLING FOR THE DAY. AS OF RIGHT NOW I AM TALKING TO MY BEST FRIEND SARA, HANDLING THESE KIDS AND TRYING TO BLOG.. YALL HAVE A GOOD NIGHT AND GOD BLESS :)