FEELING GODS PEACE

SO AFTER BEING UP ALL NIGHT WITH A SICK CHILD. WITH WHAT IM GUESSING IS THE 24HR FLU BUG. MY POOR BABY COULD NOT STOP PUKING. WE STAYED UP ALL NIGHT TOGETHER OFF AND ON. I DIDNT SEND HIM TO SCHOOL AND HE SLEPT HALF THE DAY AWAY. GOT SOME FOOD AND LIQUIDS DOWN. THOUGHT EVERYTHING WAS WELL, UNTIL HE ATE REAL FAST FOR DINNER AND RIGHT IN THE CHURCH PARKING LOT HE PUKED IT ALL UP.. BUT HE TOOK IT LIKE A CHAMP AND WANTED TO STAY AT CHURCH, HE DIDNT WANNA GO HOME. :) ME AND GARY WERE/ARE SO PROUD OF HIM. HIM, HIS BROTHER AND SIS ARE SAFE AND SOUND ASLEEP IN BED NOW. THEY HAD SOME PUDDING BEFORE BED, FOR A LATE SNACK AND SO FAR HES HELD IT DOWN. CROSSING MY FINGERS HE WILL BE WELL FOR SCHOOL IN THE MORNING. THERE HAVE BEEN NO SIGNS OF FEVER OR ANY RUNS.... :) HOPING THIS BUG TOOK ITS LEAVE LOL.... I HATE SEEING MY BABIES SICK.
AS FOR FEELING GODS PEACE. I FELT AND FEEL IT ON ME NOW. AFTER CRYING AND LOSING SLEEP OVER THIS WHOLE HOUSE SITUATION AND FEELING GUILT ABOUT MY SURGERY, BC WE CUDDA USED THAT MONEY TO HAVE FOR DOWN PMT ON THIS HOUSE. THO WE DID SAVE WHAT WAS ORIGINALLY ASKED FROM US. ANYWHO.....AND STAYING UP WITH GABE SICK, I STILL FELT TIRED BUT I HAD PEACE. GOD IS TELLING ME TO BE STILL AND WAIT. HE IS! HE IS TELLING ME TO STOP WORRYING AND LET HIM HANDLE THIS. HE WILL TAKE CARE OF US. THIS WAS GOING TO HAPPEN EITHER WAY WITH THIS HOUSE. AND IF ITS NOT MEANT TO BE FOR US TO BE HERE, I KNOW MY GOD WILL FIND ME AND MY FAMILY SOMETHING BETTER. I REMEMBERED WE ARE STILL IN A LEASE HERE UNTIL MARCH SO I DONT THINK THE BANK WOULD KICK US OUT, THEY WOULDNT WANT A LAWSUIT. SO IF IT CAME DOWN TO IT WE COULD USE TAX MONEY TO MOVE IF WE HAD TO. SO IM AT PEACE WITH MOVING IF WE HAVE TO. I WOULD JUST DO THE BEST I COULD TO KEEP THE KIDS NEAR THEIR SCHOOL. I MEAN ME AND GARY CANT GO ALL OUT AND TRY TO GET PERSONAL LOANS THAT WOULD PUT US IN A BIND AND CAUSE US TO STRUGGLE. THERE WOULD JUST BE NO POINT. I KNOW WE ARE GOING TO BE OKAY :) THE DEVIL GOT ME DOWN THAT DAY, AND I PROMISE I AM GOING TO TRY MY BEST NOT TO LET THAT HAPPEN AGAIN. 
ALSO FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS I HAVE BEEN PRAYING THAT GOD LEAD US TO THE RIGHT CHURCH FOR OUR FAMILY. PRAYING AND PRAYING. AND TONIGHT MY PRAYERS WERE ANSWERED. TWO OF MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN TELLING ME ABOUT THIS CHURCH AND WE WENT TONIGHT. (DOTHAN VINEYARD) AND IT WAS AMAZING! WE WERE WELCOMED RIGHT OUTSIDE THE DOOR ALL THE WAY INSIDE LOL. WE WERE WORSHIPING GOD WITH UP-TO-DATE CHRISTIAN MUSIC, HAD BIBLE STUDY- AND ITS A COME AS YOU ARE CHURCH--NO LIE. AND THE KIDS WERE OKAY IN THEIR CLASS PLAYING. AND THEY INSIST ON GOING BACK. I AM SO HAPPY GOT SENT THE RIGHT PEOPLE IN OUR LIVES TO LEAD US THERE. WE FELT SO COMFORTABLE AND FELT LOVE AND MOST OF ALL GODS SPIRIT. I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO EAGER TO JUMP ON IT. AND THEY HAVE SO MUCH GOING ON THIS WEEKEND SATURDAY AND SUNDAY, I CANT WAIT TO PARTICIPATE. I JUST KNOW IN MY HEART THIS IS WHERE MY FAMILY AND I NEED TO BE. AND ITS THE RIGHT THING FOR US TO BE GOING AND GUIDING OUR KIDS DOWN THE RIGHT PATH TOWARDS GOD. ITS GOING TO HELP US BECOME BETTER CHRISTIANS, BETTER HUSBAND AND WIFE AND PARENTS. :) IM SO PROUD OF US.